Back to school..

finally reopen-ed school.. never thought that the 1st lesson of 1st module for this term can be so tough.. so theory!! i dont like theory stuffs, really dont like.. i hxxx the results that i've obtained for hr & mkt.. no comment.. this is not what i want.. i told him i would tear off the transcripts IF there's no penalty to pay for re-print.. sucks.. missing transcripts also required to pay republication.. so sick with it.. 3 more days to go, i still got 3 more commencement days to go.. it's a nightmare.. back to last term, classes are so relax + enjoy.. now, we need to decide our presentation topic on the 1ST LESSON.. if we're all geniuses, we really dont need to participate your class u know? think abt it, ma'am.. presentation somemore, part time students are all working adults, we really didnt have much time to prepare those stupid stuffs.. and INDIVIDUAL solo, damn.. so many complaints these days, everything in life is just not feeling so well.. i know i shouldnt blame so much but this is how it is.. i cant change my mind & i am lazy to change as -- as time goes, we need to change a lot of things in life..

one of the reason i feel so down is also because of the recent albums on fb that make me feel uneasy.. it keeps updating friends' holidays photos.. how envy i was.. silly sis just back from hk and bought me a panda bag (= thanks very much.. another sis will be going on this coming april.. when is my turn??? mr ang, i know u promised me when u settle down and get more stable in ur new job then we will move on.. i know u worry abt ur career -- i understand.. that's why i never mention it again, but still cant stop nagging when i saw those photos..i know i am crazy + stupid.. hope he will stand more still in his career.. please earn more money & lead me to a better life.. study life is miserable, working life is more miserable.. i dont want either work or study.. please fulfil my dream asap =p

that's all for today.. will see mdis to9 )= i will be there almost every day!!! *faint*