Sick..

well.. it's time for me to update after such a long period.. life goes on, and it is getting faster and faster.. it's been 4 days through since my 1st day of work & it goes well.. he started his life in marina bay sands too.. sad to say that he's sick with fever, the temperature is totally out of my control.. luckily tmr will be the 1st off day for him, actually is - he needs to collect his workpass.. he'll not able to get back jb due to his sick body.. i'm sure he will definitely miss home like me.. i'm truly homesick, i think it should be - stay at home for too long time last few weeks.. i still cant cope the real life days man!! i always wondering why must i spend my days tougher than others.. i dunno why.. maybe i'm always a perfectionist.. but is my days perfect? no!!!
studying + working make me insane indeed.. actually life is not bad, i drive to work + school lately.. it saves a lot of time.. but driving in singapore is killing me, i dunno why they drive so "kayu" or i'm a truly malaysian who always cant stand singaporean driving skills.. sometimes really feel like horn them like hell but i cant, bcos i'm driving a singapore car too..
mum's birthday is coming soon, i'm still thinking what to buy for her.. haix.. i cant celebrate on the actual day with her i think bcos need to work.. dunno start from when, i cherish every celebration with them.. maybe i grow up and they are getting older and older.. no matter how is it, everyday a call to them or from them really warm my heart.. even i'm not around but at least i know they're fine, they've had dinner and all that.. the simple things make heart feel warm.. people always said that home is the safest and the sweetest place for everyone, it make sense right? home really sweet.. and family always is the important thing in life..
his sis went back to china yesterday, i'll miss tong tong & didi then.. tong tong grow up ady, really.. she starts to follow us hang out here and there.. she really cute.. his family always close to me.. a sense of belonging, i will never feel like i'm an outsider, they're so close to heart.. his mum, his dad and especially his grandma.. always and always so nice to me..
i should thanks god very much for giving me such a good life, isn't it? i will try to appreciate.. but i still wish i could go back to somewhere i belong one day.. hopefully my mr ang may lead me to a better future..