Home..

finally back to "real home".. it is always happy to reach home, although is not big or luxury if compare with others but this is my home sweet home, the place i grow (= dinner with parents is the most wonderful thing in life, isn't it? looking back, there's always something different for every trip back.. things and people here have been changed.. things are getting simple and simple, i am contented with a simple dinner, pushing a cart to shop groceries at giant.. days with income, learnt to bear some of their burden, try to pay for a meal or some groceries.. they always say ''don't need'' but this is what children can do, right? parents always love their children equally, even though they're 1 yr old or 50 yrs old..

it's always a tough time for me to leave, although i may come back once a week here.. but the homesickness still there.. there's nothing for me to worry about but just those old ones.. they really need companionship all the times.. time pass day by day, and i realise that they need companionship more than what i think.. children are getting bigger and bigger, the house is getting more quiet.. i always want to make it better but i'm clear that is out of my way..

heard that grandma was sick, called and listened her feeble voice.. heart intentionally feel sad.. but what can i do right.. i know she is quite healthy, a common cold will not affect her health.. i hope i could bring her to a medical check-up the following week as everyone of her children is busy for their job, as a grandchildren, i think this is the only thing i can do for her..

i'm going off to perak with him tmr as there's something on.. i'm happy that parents always so understand me.. this is how they are.. i will never worry how will they be after i marry.. because i'm still their daughter, and they'll necessarily add one more son.. he knows i love my family like what he do.. we will never worry about this (= thanks god..


is time to pack my thing.. see ya bloggie..