Random..

it is a peaceful thursday but it is another long day for me.. classes really make me exhausted.. this morning i really can't wake up.. the continuous classes bring me -- suffering and happy.. happy is because my weekend is freedom & privacy.. wahaha.. i'm not regret that i've chosen 4 modules, hope my determination can last till the end..

actually it's considered a wonderful week for me -- last week to stay in this ''ghost place'', got 2 credit cards in a day time, got a new job.. it is happy & prosperous, isn't it? no matter how, worries still there.. hope i can overcome it as time goes..

he is getting down and down, i can't help him in anyway because i feel like kill him.. he always worry more than what others do.. this make me feel like kick him off and punch him by heart.. when i scold him then he said ''your bf is worrying about his career, u should be glad right?'' i stunned.. that's make sense.. i should happy for him but his worries is over, really over.. he took mc on tuesday because his whole body was aching and not feeling well.. this is the very first time he took mc in fourseasons, i can't stop to admire his attitude.. the mc leave make him suffer and nag non-stop.. i know he always want to do the best in his job but just too hard.. i'm so angry that even mc leave, bunch of his colleagues was called and asked him what's wrong and all that nonsense.. and he is told by them and heartache about the salary deduction, he doesn't know that tendered resignation ady mc leave will deduct salary but so what? he really need some rest what.. i really want to listen his called and scold his colleagues and superior.. pissed off.. then he said he is so stupid, why don't take mc last time but now.. anyway, hope he will be fine.. otherwise, i will just nagging non-stop..

well.. for the one who is going to marry.. everything will be fine.. it is just a tiny misunderstanding among every couple.. we can't stop ourselves to look back but as time goes we will automatically move more and more forward, right? thing will not turn to the urgent level if u try to solve it by heart.. try to talk to each other, everything will go fine.. never regret that u make the decision.. it's a lifetime decision.. i don't want to see you suffer then.. we're no longer young, we cannot make thing as what we like.. everything that we do, we must think of our family, his family and everyone surrounding us.. never say ''NO'' for now, because there's no turning point.. try to move on and spend your simple life.. try to be yourself.. sensible k? everything's fine.. my blessing always with u (=

alright, that's all for today (=