Finally..

finally.. saturday is here..
finally.. my offdays begin here..
finally.. i got time to spend with him, even though just a simple dinner..
finally.. i can go back home tomorrow morning (=

tmr is mother's day.. unlike previous year, i think we will dinner at home this year as dad is now still under mum's treatment (=
well.. i miss home..
there's so many up & down in life recently, it makes me feel so insecure whenever i can't go back home.. because u will never know what is going to happen the next seconds..
that's why i never go kl study before..
that's why whenever i go overseas, i will call home at least once a day..
that's why even i'm away from home, i will still call to dad & mum at least twice a day..
that's why people always learn how to cherish..
and that's why i am still a girl; not an adult..

time flies, my childhood sister's wedding is coming around the corner.. this is the most frequent topic that we discuss recently during our limteh session.. time flies, u may miss a lot and a lot before but look forward, maybe there's a brighter future ahead.. must happiness ever after k? u may be the benchmark of my wedding.. wahaha.. getting older and older and i am now only pursue for simple life, as simple as i can.. as long as my family and friends are stay near with me.. as long as i can live the way i want.. wedding / marriage / ROM -- i think still quite away from my current life..

but i need to be more success in future, at least must become more wealthy than now (= this is a need in modern life.. u can't live without $$.. i always ask him, when i can become a modern housewife, can i just don't work and stay at home.. he said "i can't promise you because we will never know what is going to happen in future, what if i promised you and there's one day in our life, u need to go out and work?".. it makes sense.. but i will still give him a sad face (= this is me.. lucky there's always a him to pamper me.. the one i don't even talk to in class 6 years back.. the one most unfamiliar with me in class.. this is all fate isn't it? but now.. i'm lucky & happy with what i have.. he dotes me and his family dote me more than dote him.. hahaha.. this is what i always tease him.. his ahma is going to china alone today, sad that can't send her off.. did dinner with her last week, she's always so so good to me and my family.. even though he comes from a quite wealthy family but his family just so nice.. heard that dad was hospitalized, they prepared a box of bird nest for dad.. how wonderful! actually is not because how expensive the gift is, is the sincere they gave.. i don't know how to describe my grateful.. but i am truly happy with u all around.. a place that i called it as my 2nd home in life..

so many activities had missed out to record.. from last week till today.. there's nothing much happened actually.. celebrated our youngest animal's birthday on 01/05/2010.. she will never know what we want to do - always.. the silly look, the silly smiling face.. i don't know how to describe.. maybe i cherish everyone who step in my life, i will never forget everyone of them.. although is just a simple celebration, but the laughter we had.. warm everyone's heart i think.. we're a gang with many gossips, many sarcastics, many scoldings and many many nonsenses.. this is how we builds our friendship these years.. we share everything, we share secret, we laugh at people and also let people laugh at.. but just so close to me.. this is my friends for life (=

dinner with him at marina square the cafe cartel last night.. billy bombers' pork ribs nice still.. actually want to eat dian xiao er but the queue is like.. i hate to queue, i hate everything's here need a queue.. so we went cafe cartel -- there's no need a queue there.. everything's here just so law by law, sometimes make people so piss off.. last friday, i went movie with him at westmall, as a kiasu people like me, i bought my ticket online and will only collect at the counter before 45 mins of the show.. our show starts at 9.30pm so i reached there at 9pm to collect my tickets while he is queue-ing for PARKING.. when i reach the threater, the queue for collection ticket is longer than buying ticket counter.. wth right.. if u never buy it online, u won't even have the chance to watch movie but when u buy it online, u still need to queue.. idiot right.. this is not a country, is an island.. that's why i love malaysia (= hahaha..

i always got no enough time because i work from 10am-6pm and classes started at 7pm-10pm mon-thurs.. this week i really feel like scream because i've 2 class tests.. and i tendered my resignation.. erjie said if u can't come for 5 days, just 3 days will do.. i still haven't give her answer yet as my exam comes nearer, i really don't know what should i do.. still wondering!!! he ask me don't work first, finish my exam just go get a job but i don't like to rely so much on him, i don't like to give him stress.. he works really hard these days, new working environment for him -- sucks.. this is the only word i can describe.. haha.. i prefer fourseasons because there's 3 days free hotel stay worldwide but mbs don't provide this kind of benefit.. staying place is too far from his working place, we went to view a room at toa payoh last monday, but stll need a feeder bus to toa payoh central so no much different from here.. so we don't shift anymore.. but i know he will keep searching.. because really too hard for him..

such a long passage.. i think u all enjoy my passage.. hahaha.. i'm a young lady but i can type a lot and a lot.. anyway.. enjoy ur weekend -- boys and girls..

mum:

for all those moments i've troubled you -- sorry..

for all those moments u've guided me -- thanks..

hugs!!! love you mum..

happy mother's day to u (=