Hospital-ing..

i'm now in hospital again.. dad wad admitted on thursday as doctor need to do some check-up.. it is good for him to stay here but my worries always out of control.. i dunno is i think too much or what, maybe i don't like to be alone in such a strange & uncomfortable place, so i always worry him will be very lonely here.. i woke up at 6.45am today, i'm damn exhausted.. and reached hospital at 7.20am, dad asked me "why u come so early? stay at home sleep ma.." i know he always dote on us, he don't want we tired ourselves or what.. but i know he will be happy if there's someone to accompany him, human being right..
had my breakfast at 8am, but having some gastric now.. how shit!!! no idea what is going on with the stupid gastric.. then the knees getting worse.. mum ask me x-ray but what if doctor say u need to do an operation or what.. i will die.. haix.. went to guardian because i wanted to buy the ebene knee protection but out of stock.. how lucky i was..
my papers will start on 31st, actually i still left only 1 week but come back here -- i always can't study.. i don't know why.. i think i will go back s'pore next week, so can concentrate more on my studies.. my classmates always ask me out for study but.. i don't think sitting down together really help.. so i always skipped their dates.. so sorry!!!
i am going to attend a friend's wedding this coming sunday, i don't know i'm the last who invited by her or what.. but actually i don't really mind.. since she's sincere to text me and tell me she is going to married, as a friend -- i will definitely send my blessing there.. congratulations!!!
my mr.ang will be lonely for the whole week.. is tough for him to stay alone actually because there's no one can murmur right after work.. is good to complain to me instead of smoking.. i'm glad about this.. i teased him said, u see u need me so much now.. u will definitely feel uneasy when i'm not around.. then he started and said next time when i offday, i will go back jb and leave u alone here.. haha.. damn heartless.. i know he won't.. we need each other, that's why we're what we're today (=
well.. hope everyone of u have a great weekend!!! i do love weekend..