Unemployed..

i'm officially unemployed (= i'm sending my resume everywhere.. hope there's a good company will considered my application.. life is so meaningless without a proper routine.. and without financial income will drive a human crazy too (= well, it is just a week after my last paper but i look so worry to be unemployed.. mum keep nag and say i'm too urgent but just cant wait.. staying at home with them is like spending time in heaven.. i love home so much.. i'm back in singapore because wanna send my resume to few banks here.. he is sick when i'm not around.. everytime when i am away, he will sick.. haha.. maybe it is what we called love sick.. but i know he work too hard, really tough.. no matter how i know he enjoy his working life in kitchen.. this is his life..

i met juniors to teach them some cooking skills yesterday.. i always can't stop helping them out.. don't know why, it is a sense of belonging.. but i met rival.. haha.. it is not easy as batches and batches become seniors.. and it is totally unlike when they're still in school.. you are just been forgotten or what.. not as respect by them as before.. maybe they grow up.. it is true.. they're not wrong.. we can't always stand there and don't move on right.. maybe sometimes i should let go but just can't.. when the message appear senior, can u please help.. no matter how, i will just help.. within a day, i taught what i've been taught by him to them.. haha.. sometimes i'm glad that there's always a him to make my life easy (= well, i hope they will win a victory.. and hopefully i will be there.. because really worry about them.. it's been 5 years since my form 5 life but yet i miss st john time so much..

this is who i am (= enjoy life of unemployed ..


and happy dumpling festival to everybody (=